Bliss is back in town… I swear, she appears as often in this blog now as she did before she left Sydney!
Anyhow, the Famous Four, Tez, Surf, Bliss and I are hooking up to have dinner. And, in light of events surrounding the last Pizza NightTM and on top of the week I have had it really isn’t a night I am delighted about…
Don’t get me wrong, I am looking forward to seeing them because the dynamic we have is unlike any other group of friends I socialise with. It is incredible to have a group of people you can be totally honest with and who are totally honest with you… It feels great to have guys in that group and get their perspective and insight. I totally love it.
So, I have really missed Tez, I haven’t actually seen him since the last Pizza NightTM and its subsequent declarations and revelations. Arrrgh.
I keep telling myself I am totally cool with it and that I don’t squish when I see him any more… It’s basically true, but tonight, is like, you know, the first time we have seen each other and I am expecting some residual weirdness. Not from him, he’s the ‘guy’ and not the one who got knocked back… Nah, that was me…
Big Sigh.
So, I will put on my brave face, for the 1st half an hour, or at least until I have climbed halfway down the bottle of red which sits, as we speak, on the front seat of my car.
After that, all bets are off.
oh, it’ll be awkward, then it’ll be funny, then it’ll be fine .. and maybe briefly awkward again … but I’m positive it’ll work out :)
I’m sure you’ll be just fabulous, dahling! Half a bottle of wine always helps ;)
(A full bottle, well, less than fabulous, I’ve found…)