Being ‘On Top’ is an expression Mum uses often. You may or may not remember that she is brain injured and one of the effects of the injury is a fairly fluid emotional state.
So ‘On Top’ days are the good ones. The days when you can see over the mountain in front of you rather than being stuck at the bottom.
Today I am feeling ‘On Top.’
I made the phone call I alluded to yesterday and we spoke as if the air had always been clear. It felt good. I am glad to be free of the aggravation.
Seriously. It wasn’t worth holding on to it. I am not sure if it actually changes the underlying situation. In fact it probably wont, but the fact is my end it changes me and that can only be a good thing particularly as the angry Dee has been shut down.
Part of the deal with being ‘On Top’ is that I am getting on with some of those jobs which hang over your head.
I wrote an album review for an e-mag that was due tomrorrow… Nothing like leaving it to the last minute
I sent out this months invoices. All 2 of them… Not nearly good enough.
Yesterday I sent a terse email to a client who has been a delinquent… he responded with a promise to pay me tomorrow…
Hoo Ray.
So tomorrow I need to
Call Cash the accountant, about my tax stuff. Hopefully more money coming… hopefully also, enough to cover my airfares to Honolulu.
Actually book for Honolulu…
Call the mechanic about my car… (uh oh…)
And any number of other Little Jobs.
Best of all I don’t have to be at work at 7.30 with my singing voice on for the staff meeting… there isn’t one.
I am Happy About That.